Four Years back...

Hmmm...

How would I start it...

Well, when you get to know of my story some of you might tell "Well wait a second man, this is a teenage Love" or "Now, that is called a crush my friend, I remember once......". Yes you may probably be right in some ways. But is it really that... Am I just an old fashioned day dreamer who belives in true love or was it all an illusination... That is something that I am also struggling to understand my friend.

Though I was not a teenager at the time (21 years) I first met her (2004), till then I have never felt like that for any other girl in my life. On saying that still my feelings for her are the same and I can not see how that could ever be changed. Anyway I would not say I felt in Love with her on my first sight. That would be a lie.But there were some other reasons for that too, for example I have never being the person who would stand up infront of a gathering and deliver a speech that would make all others clap their hands at the end. Though I knew I have the ability or so to say the facts and knowledge to do the same or even better as guys tell when I do so in small groups, Yes.... you would be knowing by now that Im a Shy person. The fact that I am so uneazy with lot of people was only valid for Men. When there is a presence of Women, Well then my friend the things will be more like the way you would be feeling when the semester exams are in a hour and you are staying just outside the exam hall. I hope that would make most of you understand that feeling.

What is so Special about her? That is a question that keeps on poping up by almost all of my close friends when ever this matter is surfaced and still I dont have a precise answer for that myself. I can only say that I felt its true & that though there will be many girls exceeding her in many ways, to me she was that Angel & the person that you wish to put your life at the edge of a cliff to protect. What ever happends She would always be the White Rose in my garden of life.......