Flash back...

Hmm..

The first rays of the sun are comming out through the clouds paving way to yet Another day. I know it is time for me to move on with my life. What has happend has happend & there would be no way to turn them around now. But then again the things will never be the same as they were used to be. Too many things were lost and won over that time, making her a essential part of my life even without my understanding of it.

People say "My dear fellow, Hopes should not be lost just because of some things that you have done or some things that you have not been able to perform in some part of your life along its long path...". But sometimes I wonder What will be driving us along that long path when we have lost all our Hopes... May be it is those same hopes hidden deep inside ourselves make us go along the path, the bonds that we have like family, friends & the fact that what ever happends we are all been just wheels in the big machine of world which we as individuals can do very little to make a change.

When I look back at my self what I see is that I have changed alot within this short period of one year. I dnt see the happy chap who was used to smile a lot and enjoy life in everyway whether it was good times or bad. Oh Yes, When I start to think of those I really cant imagine how I am doing things right now.

I have even become ignorant of my hair, the no of shaves I have & even the quality of the things that I wear. Though I also see that something has to be done, I just keep asking the question of What is that for? I mean after loosing her , I am feeling like if I have lost the true purpose of living a Good life (According to general perception)

But another question that keeps on haunting me day & night, is that "Is he the Right person for her?"...

Just how can somebody be certain that he would not dump her?...

Hmmm...